A greater part of my life post school I lived on my own... trying to make it by... defaulting on loans and still owe to certain people in my life.
I'm simply just another fellow gay boy learning life the hard way. Jumping into consequential decisions and putting myself in harms way at times... I clearly underestimated my time on this Earth. Just like everyone else in my age group, older and younger... I am up to my eyeballs in student loan debt, and personal loans from either family members or friends.
Just like anyone else.... I figured ignoring your problems would magically make them go away... I mean when you're working so hard every day to make sure there is enough money for your car payment, rent, bills... the money you have left over you like to think would be for yourself... WRONG! There is loans which have always been there (both school and personal), obamacare (the extra money from your paycheck just seems LUDACRIS when you don't need medical insurance... so forth...
Then you wonder what part can you ration out to eat with? Am I right? My point is not to sit here and complain because aside my financial difficulties... I live a pretty normal life.
I go to work... come home and enjoy the little I have to invest in me... I do live with my boss.. which helps with the financial situation a bit... It's still not enough. I know I can make things work with the salary I have... I'm not and never have been savvy with saving money.
I do need to work on myself... I hope some of you out there know what I mean... Sometimes what seems OBVIOUS to most people doesn't quite come obvious to us...
My plan? I'm trying to pay off my 19,000 in debt through gofundme. I plan on using all the money 100% to pay back my loans, and in the process in the future... Help out people who need the help just like myself...
I promise you my life isn't HARD and I'm not coming from a dark place... I'm your average fellow American trying to live a peaceful life so I can go back to school, make the money in a different field and be able to enjoy myself... with leisure.
There is a lot of my story...
I make 24,960 a year before taxes... I owe 15,000 in loans... for school, and owe 3500 in personal loans from family.
ahhhh I don't know what to do.
I'm simply just another fellow gay boy learning life the hard way. Jumping into consequential decisions and putting myself in harms way at times... I clearly underestimated my time on this Earth. Just like everyone else in my age group, older and younger... I am up to my eyeballs in student loan debt, and personal loans from either family members or friends.
Just like anyone else.... I figured ignoring your problems would magically make them go away... I mean when you're working so hard every day to make sure there is enough money for your car payment, rent, bills... the money you have left over you like to think would be for yourself... WRONG! There is loans which have always been there (both school and personal), obamacare (the extra money from your paycheck just seems LUDACRIS when you don't need medical insurance... so forth...
Then you wonder what part can you ration out to eat with? Am I right? My point is not to sit here and complain because aside my financial difficulties... I live a pretty normal life.
I go to work... come home and enjoy the little I have to invest in me... I do live with my boss.. which helps with the financial situation a bit... It's still not enough. I know I can make things work with the salary I have... I'm not and never have been savvy with saving money.
I do need to work on myself... I hope some of you out there know what I mean... Sometimes what seems OBVIOUS to most people doesn't quite come obvious to us...
My plan? I'm trying to pay off my 19,000 in debt through gofundme. I plan on using all the money 100% to pay back my loans, and in the process in the future... Help out people who need the help just like myself...
I promise you my life isn't HARD and I'm not coming from a dark place... I'm your average fellow American trying to live a peaceful life so I can go back to school, make the money in a different field and be able to enjoy myself... with leisure.
There is a lot of my story...
I make 24,960 a year before taxes... I owe 15,000 in loans... for school, and owe 3500 in personal loans from family.

ahhhh I don't know what to do.
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