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I want to save more for my future trips but I can't find anymore ways to do it. I have a 20$ challenge that I started last beginning of September and I have 200$ now, I have a piggy banks where I put my coin changes in there and I accumulate a good 25$ in there but that's for prom and other things such as a birthday gift for my cousin who's birthday is in January, I started a mutual fund for travel around 3 650$ in there and it's growing and I'm thinking of putting 50$ each month in there.

Now I don't know what else I can do and I want to put more money aside because the thought of going in a big trip is killing me and I feel like I don't have enought. I'm thinking of putting money aside for a trip each year, so it will calm me down but I don't know... Maybe I'm putting money aside too much but I never forgot to enjoy where I live here with my friends but I feel like there's other method for me to save. I felt it's not enought. >.<"

I feel that money is controlling me on my decisions too much. I'm a lot happy when I have money save but when it spend, I make sure is something I really want and that I feel good. People around me is forcing me to spend even my dad wants me to spend my money, but I keep saying to myself that I'll end up broke if I spend this amount of money and that my trip is way more important than this. Gaar... I don't know I am confused with my money, don't know what to do anymore but to save more and try to find a way to earn more.

Maybe it's because people around me that cause me think like this... I don't know

I don't know what kind of help I need though... Maybe your opinions on this ?