[ummabdullah]

HI there I couldn't help but read your post.. and let you know things will get better.

I think mothers do tend to take the dil as one of their own.. and she probably wants you to make her your mother.. she must know your own parents are not there for you at the moment.

I have learned one lesson in life.. that strife, heartache, and a bit of patience only makes us stronger. Try to include your mother in law as much as possible. Let her know you would like to care for her.. and don't worry about her returning any kindness. Save your money as much as possible.. and use that laundry mat. It seems like a long time from now..and soon you'll be saying mmm I bet I could have stuck it out even longer.

and yes it is that bad! Its horrible to live on eggshells! And yet all those hardships are going to make you grow .. become wiser, and stronger. I take all of my hardships as a blessing.. because the end result will be one fantastic strong human being.